tHe sToRy BeGiNs, aNd eNds heRe..

2009-02-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated birthday Amanda! Anyway, this post is dedicated to her since she asked me to start blogging again. :D

Ya.. So nothing much has changed.. I am still myself anyway except that I'm now in a different school. Went back to Swiss on Fri but sadly, the teachers all went home already. Then also went gym with priyangha and gang. Also went to Lot1 to celebrate Amanda's birthday on Sat. Initially, we wanted to eat Sakae but sad, they don't have buffet for saturday.. so we ate at LJS instead. The went to join my parents in Orchard at evening.

Kinda busy now.. The tests are starting and gotta mug soon.. or else will lose out, since some ppl mugging intensively (u noe who) already. I think I can't cope that well in maths and bio >.< Went for line camp interview today but dunno can get in or not.. the interview was so formal lol. Currently don't have cca, cuz dunno what i wanna join.

Guess thats for all now. I'm tired. Shall update more when I have time.

2009-01-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

I see. Well, I guess I haven't been updating about my activities since many many moons ago.

Okay, I have finished working since last Friday. Did nothing much since then.. reading, TV-ing, using comp, helpng out in random housework and also my regular routine of swimming and jogging. Then there's church on Sunday. Went out too..

Anyway, places I've been to recently for Jan (not in order, cuz i can't rmb the dates):

- Marina Barrage with family ( First time being there. The scenery is refreshing, but the place is kinda boring I guess. Looks like a giant rock from afar. Took many pics, I think. The only problem is that there ar no buses accesible there and have to rely on the minibus that comes per half n hour.)

-East Coast Park with family ( Been there many many times. Same story I guess.)

-Went to Amanda's house to play badminton with her, Weiyun and Yixin. It was kinda windy and the shuttlecock kept flying into some liquid that dauntingly smells like dog urine. YX and A kept squealing as the shuttlecock flew to them. They kept trying not to touch the shuttlecock and so when it dropped onto the ground they were using their legs to kick it up the racket. Amanda kept dancing as she served the shuttlecock. lol. Oh, and didn't know WY has an affinity for toddlers. She was trying to lure a toddler to follow her. Lol.

-Went to Causeway Point on Mon to serve an errand for someone.

-Went to CCA orientation for both days last week. Me, yixin and Amanda went on first day and on second day, Weiyun came too, and Yixin didn't come. Played badminton and also to visit the juniors.

-Went to Amanda's house to play monopoly yesterday. Yep.. the four of us again. Weiyun brought some mini mandarin oranges and vitasoy, and we also finished the whole pack of KoKo Crunch in Amanda's house. It was the funniest at the end when yixin had to go off and she autioned her properties away. We ( or is it only me?) were trying to get as much properties as possible. In the end I got the most properties. Hahaha. :)

- AJC open house. Was initially surprised by how it looked. >.<

And some more I guess.. just can't remember right now..

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GOODBYE SWISS :X [A tribute] ~a long post~

2009-01-16T22:44:00.005+08:00

Time just flies.

And well, I guess today is the last day I am going to Swiss Cottage on a typical day. Today is the last day I am selling uniform in Swiss.

You see, I just realized it early this year that the days I have left in Swiss Cottage is limited. O yes, I guess its probably too late to regret now, but I wish I had cherished more of the times as I spent my years there.

I remember the first day of my Sec1. The sky was pouring as my mum walked me to the gate. As we were walking there, I remembered peering curiously at a group of Swiss girls walking ahead of us. Then, when walked into school, I got lost, and took a whole ten minutes to find the hall. Then I saw Jiayi, who was going "Yan Lam, I finally found you.."

And then I also remember thinking how odd it is in secondary school when the pupils are in charge of everything and the teachers just lay back. I remember thinking how kind swiss teachers are, unlike pri sch teachers who would scream, shout, and kick a big fuss about something you have done wrong. I also remember being the shy, quiet girl who seldom talks. I remember being the maths rep, collecting math books and also being in charge of the notice board. I will never forget the day when I ran away from Chinese dance and went to Guides instead. But sadly, my performance then was poor. I could not shout loud enough, do the drills "accurately" and was always being picked by the seniors. Till now I still don't understand why, but I didn't dislike Guides the least bit then.

In sec2, things went on a turnaround. I guess it was the happiest year in my entire secondary life. i remember acing most of the subjects, topping in class for lit too. My, the feeling was wonderful man! And then I also got the patrol second position, which was kinda unexpected when you look at my sec1 performance. The seniors told me I improved drastically. You know, I couldn't have been anymore happier in guides then. I loved my guide friends too. And oh yes, I remember having a crush on him too. Well, I don't think I'll ever forget that experience in my life. Its too hard to forget, I guess.

The sec3 life I experienced was a hundred-and-eighty degrees turn from my sec2 life. While I seemed to do excellently in my sec2 academic, my sec3 results were utterly terrible, especially amaths. My relationship with teachers were bad, especially miss Lim and Mdm Tang. Remember the sports day incident and the parent-teacher meeting incident? I guess I have never been that rude to teachers before in secondary school. For dunno what reason I also have a feeling that some of my classmates don't like me, even if I'm just being paraniod. This year is also the year I started not finishing my exam papers. Not being in the same class as him is also a terrible feeling you know. And most importantly, the group I am hanging out with in guide is falling apart..

My sec4 life is simple and plain, and also stayed out of trouble. In class, I hung out most of the time with Cailin and Wanling, and sometimes with Kasturi, Sammini and some others. In guides, I also also kept a low profile. On the bright side, my grades also started improving. I seldom go out with friends that year, cuz most of my free time are spent studying. I think I never saw our teachers so caring and spent so much effort and time on us before, especially Mrs Wong, Mr Ngoh and Mdm Tan. I will miss them. And yes, I thought I got over him already, but then...
Sometimes I even wonder if he knows. Many a times, I asked myself why am I even doing this, feeling like this, but I can't even find a reason myself.

And now: THINGS I WILL MISS ABOUT LESSON DAYS

1)Cailin, Wanling, and me sit together during recess and talk about random things.

2)Running into him anywhere in school, seeing him smile, and hearing him say Hi to me.

3)Mr Ngoh, his funny jokes and teasing during maths lesson. Emotional yet playful, I guess he is the type I will like...

4)Mdm Tan and her constant urging. She would go "Yan Lam ar..Slow and steady wins the race..". And well, I love her cute expressions and antics.

5) Mrs Wong nagging at us saying that we must all get As

6)Marvelling at the "pro" people in my class

7)Slapping, teasing and playing tricks on Kasturi for fun

8)Stall 5 food

9)Walking home with Cailin after school

10)Staying back after school with Cailin and telling her about my "obsessions"

11)Going bubble tea shop with Yixin, Amanda and sometimes Weiyun after school.

12)The peaceful serenity of the morning as I walk to school

Next: THINGS I WILL MISS ABOUT GUIDES

1)Shouting "Yes Maám" at the top of my voice

2)Staying back after guides in sec2 to talk and eat snacks

3)Looking at him in his cca from across mine:)

4)Outings, especially the amazing race at Sentosa and Raffles Place

5)Wearing guide uniform, especially the yearly thinking day

6)Pumpings, running and drills (no offense, but I really miss it)

7)Gossiping about teachers to juniors

8)Playing with Gabrielle's hair and poking her

9)Looking at Kasturi do funny things

Lastly: THINGS I WILL MISS ABOUT MY JOB IN SWISS

1)Sitting from across my counter and observe the people as they walk to and fro across the canteen

2)Talking to teachers and smiling at them when I walk pass them

3)Arranging and finding stocks

4)Talking to people while serving them

5)Getting up from my counter and poking Gabby when I spot her nearby

6)Slacking and getting paid (Duh?)

Well, I guess this shall be a short legacy of my experience in Swiss Cottage. I will definitely miss the sights and sounds of Swiss. And I'll cherish the memories, though it may slowly fade away as time passes.

As I headed out of the gates, I wonder when I will return to this all too familiar place, a place where I spent four unforgettable years, bearing both happy and painful memories, a place where I flashed numerous smiles and shed plenty of tears. I took a last stare,trying to get everything into my head and stepped out of the gates. ~~~

These days

2009-01-07T22:02:00.004+08:00

Ok Ok I shall update now. Anyway, I just heard of the announcement of the results is on Mon. HELLO?! I am seriously not prepared ok? I am not prepared to face the reality yet, if its a cruel one. No no no! Its not the results itself. It is what the results will bring. I will miss the people in Swiss. Fine. I shall admit. I can't bear to face the fact(if its the truth) that I won't be in the same sch as him. AHHHH... I hope God will help me in this .. Please please give me a chance.. I will treasure it.. I will.. I really will.. really.. Please~~

Hmm. enough of my nonsense venting. I shall tell u what I did for the past few days la..

Monday is the first day of work. Actually its more like helping out la, except that I get paid. Actually I accepted it cuz I wanted to be closer to Swiss, knowing that the days I spend there will be numbered. Kudos to Carina for calling me! Thanks a lot yea? So went with pearl that day and we( me, her, an auntie and a grandma who drive a mercedes Benz and wears a Versace specs)set up the booth in canteen. The adults are quite kind.. unlike at outside where they give u face and keep scolding u.
Before that, pearl and I went to look at sec1 orientation. Haha.. pearl was very enthu about wanting to be MC.. keep taking the mic.
o.O Didn't know pearlie like to slap guys though..
Anyway, also saw a someone who I was poking and she poke me back. She looked quite surprised to see me there. Whn she saw her admirer(who was buying a uniform), her face went red then she and her friend ran away. Saw her looking back at him at every few steps she ran. Hmm.. does that reminds me of myself?
WIERD NEWS: NO MORE SOFT DRINKS SOLD AT SCHOOL SINCE IT IS "UNHEALTHY". REPLACED WITH SOME DISGUSTING FRUIT PUNCH OF VARIOUS FLAVOURS. THE JELLY SOLD AT STALL1(NEW STALL)SOLD AT 20CENTS IS TASTELESS!

Tuesday only me and that auntie. Mercedes Benz granny who is the boss went to another school after helping out in setting the stall. I guess that day was quite slack cuz not many people buy uniform now anyway. Anyway, I suspect that auntie is racist.
This is what she said(in Chineses): Beware wheN there are a lot of ppl at around stall. Some ppl like to come in groups and only one person will buy. Then the rest of the friends will be talking and suddenly willl walk away with the uniform. And they are not even paiseh at all when caught. This is especially for M****s and I*****s.
See what I mean?

Today.. I went to sell uniform at ITE Bukit Batok and the other aunties! Actually, didn't know why boss still bought me there la. There the workers(mostly their students wo just graduated) were more than enough that many ended up slacking. This girl(Alice)was describing to me the uniform.
Boys: Shirt: Maroon, Blue, Yellow, Grey, White
Trousers: Black, Blue, Grey
Polo tee: Red, Blue, White
Girls: Blouse: Maroon, Blue, Yellow, Grey, White
Pants and skirt: Black, Blue, Grey
Polo tee: Red, Blue, White
WOW.. THEY CAN ACTUALLY MIX AND MATCH AND WEAR WHATEVER COLOR, TEE OR SHIRT AND FOR GIRLS PANTS OR SKIRT THEY LIKE. So cool man..lol
They have a mini supermarket there too..like 7eleven.
Ate at their canteen.. oh btw does all canteen food suck?

After the work there I walked home, since it was quite far from home and I never waled there before I guess it would be sort of adventure. Not bad, the walk.

Tomorrow I also sell uniform and its CCA orientation too. Woots~ Shall try to talk to the Sec1s and tell them about guides. And also want to see the guides and what they doing too. Hopefully Amanda and Yixin is coming too. =)

Till then..

2008-12-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!

Today I played my first game of pool.
Okay, to be honest, I havenn't played before.
After service today, Liangwei was asking us(me and some others) if we wanna play
And we went.

A few of us( include me) didn't know how to play.
Me didn't know how to hold stick. >.<
So the guys taught us
My first hit was terrible.. couldn't even hit the target for five cm
But then later learned and improved..
Funny how when its my turn its always "Free Ball"
I can place the white ball(the one used for hitting) anywhere I like
And so everytime "free ball" I could strike
They were commenting that my targetting is accurate
but my strength is bad >.<

So I went for choir pratice today..
but dun think I can perform..
cuz performance is on 1st Jan and I haven't learned the hallelujah chorus yet
Too complicated
I am singing alto btw
There are 4 sections from highest to lowest - soprano, alto, tenor and bass.
Apparently, the teacher really recognises me ( I only went for practice twice recently)
Even from behind he knows its me
~Photographic memory ba~

Last but not least.. I'm waiting for the results. :D
Seems like many people's talking 'bout it now
Not sure if its on 15Jan that we get results ( cuz some say its 11 or 12 or 13 or whatever)

Well then, that will mean end of misery due to boredom from rotting at home
Oohlala~

2008-12-27T20:14:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! =) =) =)

Yea.. today is the 3rd day of Christmas yea. Haven't been updating lately la. Had a Christmas dinner with my family on Christmas. Sadly, there are only the four of us since the rest of my relatives are either in Hong Kong or Australia. Even my cousin's cousin's family, who migrated here from Hong Kong(just like us) migrated to Australia. Really really envy the people who have plenty of relaives and cousins in their country la.

Went out East Coast and Parkway Parade on Boxing Day. This is one of the favourite hangouts of my family other than Sentosa(so don't be surprised if you see me and my family there someday).

Well, I guess that's all.

2008-12-22T23:27:00.003+08:00

If I could, I would. If only..

Well, whatever. Or maybe it's better not to talk about it.

Today, as we were on our way to the club( we were going swimming btw) I saw my church choir instructor, who askd me to go back choir. Still thinking about it la. Well, to be honest, I'm not the type who faithfully go for all church activities other than Sunday pei xun.(I feel guilty of course). My churchmates are really friendly and nice people la, except that I am not that close to them except that I am more close to Kaikee.

Got the baptism ceremony just two days ago. Yep.. next year I am old enough to be officially baptised. And I dunno if I..

Went to Dunearn Sec to accompany my brother buy school uniform and books today. And the thing is, the #$%#$%#^#^ auntie thought I was the kid who is sec1 next year who is going to buy uniform and took out a size 32 blouse out for me to try. AARGH!! As if after spending four years in secondary school, I stilll don't look matured enough to be a secondary student. BooHooHoo.. I really don't know what to say..

And I guess I shall stop here..

2008-12-19T00:01:00.002+08:00

Yesteday was my father's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

Ok, in summary, we went to Southern Ridge, pass thru "Dunno wat" waves, went up Mt Faber and went down again.
Shall just describe the more interesting things (since I am lazy to type):

1. On bus 945, the bus driver kept punching his fist into the air, alternating between both hands. Yea.. one hand would be punching air and the other one controlling the steering wheel. I was controlling not to laugh.

2. At Southern Ridge, saw some signs describing the germination of saga seeds.
Conditions for saga seeds to germinate (any one):

a)Soak in sulphuric acid
b)Boil for one minute
c)Leave a sratch on it

Hmm.. any scientific explanations? Maybe I was just cock-eyed or what and saw the words wrongly.
Oh, speaking of saga seeds, has anyone found a heart-shaped one yet? I've kept searching for ages, but yet to find one. If I ever find one I think I'll give it to ________. Haha. (Oh btw dun assume, cuz I'm still single, yeah?)

3. At Marks and Spencers, we heard a loud scream and everyone, being startled, looked at that direction. Turns out that a salesgirl(or stock packer) who was standing on a ladder dropped a can of jam onto the floor and it smashed (not exactly, just cracked). Of course, the jam spilled on the floor. It is not the can-dropping which is startling. It was the intensity of her scream. (like a dog was biting her )

Later went to Orchard and had dinner in a Crystal Jade restaurant serving ShangHai food. Went Kino too. That's all I guess.

2008-12-18T18:23:00.000+08:00

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.

You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority.

Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.

You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.

You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. You break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

Quite true, yea?
Btw I only put the quizzes which I think the results are true lah

2008-12-18T14:13:00.003+08:00

You Are a Troublemaker

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate.

You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken.

And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted.

Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved.

Your strength: Your flair

Your weakness: If you think it, you say it

Your power color: Scarlet red

Your power symbol: Inverted triangle

Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

OH btw, this is for people born in 30 MAY
I totally agree with what the quiz says.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I LOVE BEING A TROUBLEMAKER!!
OLAY OLAY OLAY OLAY

2008-12-18T14:02:00.000+08:00

You Look Like a Cancer

It's likely you have a bit of a baby face. People think you're younger than you are.

You have prominent cheeks and a very expressive jaw. You usually have a big smile.

Your feet and hands tend to be a bit small compared to the rest of you.

Not that the rest of you is all that big. You're probably a bit shorter than average.

Like most Cancer people, you are probably incredibly compassionate and kind. You have a big heart.

You are also shrewd, intuitive, and wise. No one's going to take advantage of you.

What Sign Do You Look Like?

2008-12-18T13:53:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: May 30

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.

Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.

Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6

You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

2008-12-16T23:33:00.003+08:00

Found this quiz on Cailin's blog so did it

Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test

I doubt the results lah..
Dad says the average person's IQ 110+ and 120+ is quite "QUITE SMART ALREADY"
I think this is more of a general knowledge and math quiz lol
My Dad say in Hong Kong they used to have a IQ test for everybody in secondary sch
Aren't they lucky? I wanna know my real IQ.

PS: There was this four year old girl featured in Straits Times who had IQ 200 and I guess she couldn't have done quizzes la.. I wonder how scientists find out the IQ of someone..

2008-12-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAILIN!! xD
Yea.. Thanks for being a best fren and always be there. I will always remember and treasure our friendship:) Love You!! <33 Must keep in touch hor.. and when can we go out?? :DD

Hmm.. not up to much nowadays lah. And I didn't go to church camp though.. dun ask why lah D:

2008-12-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

Your True Love Is a Gemini

Why you'll love a Gemini:

Witty and sharp, a Gemini can keep up with your fast (and ever changing) mind.

You're both fun loving and free spirits. You and a Gemini can enjoy each other without expectations.

Why a Gemini will love you:

Not only can you keep up with a Gemini's sharp tongue, you can introduce a challenge or two...

You're appetite for fun and novelty will keep a Gemini interested - at least for a bit longer than usual!

What Sign Is Your True Love?

WOW!

2008-12-14T20:28:00.002+08:00

Never Date a Taurus

Stubborn, materialistic, and even a little greedy - you don't fit into a the strictly crafted inner world of a Taurus.

You definitely need more excitement than a Taurus offers. After all, even expensive dinners get boring after a while!

Instead try dating: Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius, or Aries

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

To be honest, I dun really have close frens who are Tauruses. >.<

2008-12-14T20:18:00.001+08:00

Your Snow Test Says You're Agreeable

You feel like something good will happen to you eventually, but not soon.

You love to work, especially when work is creative. You have the makings of a successful artist.

You are a cooperative, agreeable person. You enjoy the company of others, and you enjoy compromising for the good of the group.

Your biggest worry in your life is your health. You tend to be a bit of a hypochondriac.

When it comes time to relax, you have no problem letting go. You are already pretty relaxed as is!

The Snow Test

2008-12-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

You Are A Thoughtful Idealist

You are scared of new experiences. It's hard for you to break outside of your comfort zone.

You like to think that people are impressed by you. You know that you have a lot to offer.

You are a very romantic person. You can't help but see the world as it should be.

Right now, stress occasionally makes you feel trapped in your life. You usually have a clear perspective on things though!

Overall, your life is well managed and fulfilling. You enjoy every day, even if nothing out of the ordinary happens.

You are extremely optimistic about the future. You feel like things are always getting better.

The Castle Personality Test

2008-12-14T20:12:00.002+08:00

Your Heart Craves Love

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The quetions they ask are funny! All regarding animals.. maybe u'll wanna try it..

2008-12-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

You Are a Cat

You are very independent and reclusive. No one really understands you, and you like it that way!

You are quite clever and ingenious. You can get yourself out of any sticky situation.

You are confident and cool tempered. You know you have many advantages and resources to draw from.

No matter what life throws at you, things always seem to work out your way.

What Animal Are You?

These few days

2008-12-11T19:58:00.007+08:00

Finally, almost a month of the holidays have passed.

And I haven't found a job yet.

Okay, i went for a job interview yesterday. What I think - the boss/interviewer is wierd. The first thing he asked "ni shi zhong guo ren ar?" And the whole interview was in Chinese. I was questioned wierd things lol. Instead of asking the usual things, he asked me things like if I liked Hong Kong more or S'pore more(in response to the first question). And he also say I very young. Me suspects its a hint to a reason for not hiring me.

Okay, I DO ADMIT THAT I THINK THE REASON I WAS REJECTED SO MANY TIMES IS DUE TO MY DAMN HEIGHT. So far I've only tried for interviewing for those servicing jobs(what job can I do otherwise?), and I know people like to hire people who look good, which definitely includes tall. AHHHHHHHH.. I WANNA BE TALLER!!!!

Okay, at least this is not the worst case. 2 days ago, I was having a buffet dinner at Salt Water(Changi Village hotel). When my parents footed the bill, the waitress asked me what is my age to decide whether I am to be charged the adult or child price. HELLO? I AM ALREADY SIXTEEN AND A HALF. DO I LOOK LIKE I AM UNDER TWELVE? Grr..must be because of my height and "not matured enough look". Sadly, this kind of scenario seems to be in the genes. One of my aunts(maternal side) went to a pub and people asked to check her ID. But do you know, SHE WAS ALREADY 29 THEN. Worst still, when she was 27, she was at a flight in Cathay Pacific and the air stewardass gave her the Chilrens gift, mistaking her for a child. Then my another aunt(paternal side) said last time when she was on holiday when she was twenty-something yrs old, while the tourguide counted the children, he counted her as well, mistaking her as a child

WTF. This is so depressing. Don't tell me I am going to suffer the same fate. I guess the only advantage is that I don't have to look very old when I am in my granny days. Gah.

Looking on the bright side, my family and I went to Pulau Ubin 2 days ago. Thankfully it didn't rain and it wasn't too sunny. I was surprised when my brother told me that over 100 villagers lived there. The car plates there are also different. They are all green colour with PU being the first two digits. There are many wild chickens and dogs.

My Mum became very afraid of the dogs after a dog followed her and tried to grab the plastic bag which my Mum was holding from her using its mouth. My Mum gave a loud scream which scared the dog away. Not much things happened there. The 'SGP M1-3GSM' logo on me and my Mums phone turned into 'My Maxis'. Dad's one turned into 'My Celcom'. We also received messages like 'Welcome to Malaysia...'(when we are only in Pulau Ubin)

Want to upload photos but my computer is too lag. Went swimming today while it was raining(my family say it's cooler, won't have a blazing sun which cause hurt to eyes and prefers it this way).

I hope I continue to blog regularly. Feels like I'm already blogging less frequently.

Okay, that's all for now.

A random quote:(which i find useful)

*Don't think of yourself as a coward because you're scared. The difference between a hero and a coward is not fear, but what you do with the fear.*

-Sergeant Jeff Strucker, Eighty-Second Airborne

The story for the week..

2008-12-08T18:16:00.007+08:00

This, shall be the beginning of a very long post.. for the entire week, yea? Lets begin with guides camp..

Friday to Saturday [Guides Camp] 05.12.08 to 06.12.08

Went to Guides Camp on the second day. First thing I saw - Gabrielle, Hannah and Adeline walking out of the school gates. Then I went to Guide Den and was told that Yixin went for class outing. So didn't see her then. Saw her hamster instead and had fun playing withit for the day. But I shall still say Weiyun is the best hamster caretaker. Haha.

Next, went to accompany Amanda for lunch and then kaypoh around for awhile before Weiyun came. Played badminton and basketball with them until nighttime. Sigh.. long time never play sports already. (except for running and swimming. Sit-ups are not counted.lol.) Want to play more often - anyone wanna play eh?

At night, Weiyun had to leave the camp cuz she still have work to do the next day. Amanda and I cooked instant noodles for dinner while the juniors had a hard time setting up the barberque pit in which in the end they succeeded. There was this wierd sound of an ancient phone ringing from the physics lab.( Which is kinda creepy, since WHO would be using tha lab during the school holidays at 8pm?)During dinnertime Yixin was still not back so me and Amanda kept calling her and were like "Yixin, will you be coming back.."

The night was exciting (or I might say, creepy). Spent the entire night playing Uno and chatting and listening to music. The Sec1 and 2s were fast asleep and Sec3s were setting up the buddy hike.

Suddenly, "Dom.. Dom.. Domm.." (from I think the home econs room)

We were like extremely scared since no sane person would do construction in the dead of the night( ard 2am?) so I suggested it might be our juniors(which in the end turned out to be otherwise). Then before the buddy hike, Carina told the juniors about the black cat story in our school. You know, every year there will be a dead cat found near 3E1 classroom, and that happened even in the year when 3E1 was in the ground floor. Oh gosh, Amanda, Weiyun and me just saw a black cat in the school that same evening. Later on during the buddy hike Amanda, Yixin, Agnes, Gabrielle, Hannah and me had to sit in front of the Physics lab aka the end point. I had MP3 music blasting in my ears since I didn't want to hear anything "unnatural". Then later on when the first two pairs were here all of us sat frozen when we saw the black cat roaming by itself. One of the juniors even asked, "You all brought it here one ar?" NoNoNoNo..
Of course we didn't la.. we are not that daring one la..

Then after the hike we were in the Guide Den when we suddenly heard "Miaow",
with the cat nowhere in sight, to which Amanda and I unintentionally and simultaneously recoil in horror. Some brave Sec3s were not just unafraid, they were eager to find the cause of the miaowing. Lol. Then for the rest of the night Amanda, Yixin, I slept in the Guide Den cuz we were too freaked out to sleep in the quadrangle (aka the place of sighting of the mysterious cat). We chatted till 6am since we were not too keen to sleep after all those wierd happenings. Wow, guess that was the longest time I ever chatted non-stop with you two.

The next morning kinda normal, but sleepy, since only slept for an our. We played basketball for some time, then helped out in making the water bombs. We also unpitched the tent( but I think I might have forgotten the skill already). Before we left, the nice juniors gave us dried mangoes from Philiphines. Yeah.. taste delicious.

Overall, I think I'll miss guides. And Swiss Cottage too. And someone. Yeah.. I love the days when we were juniors most. Will miss wearing the Swiss Cottage and the Guides uniform. Ahh.. I'll always treasure the memories, whether good or bad. And somehow, I hope I'll still be able to visit when I graduate.

Thanks for the memories. Love you all lots. Please keep in touch, okay?

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Tuesday 02.12.08

That day, went with Cherlyn, Kasturi and Zhiying to watch movie. Went Lido to watch Wildchild and Quarantined. Wildchild was a hilarious movie, and the theme is like friendship and trust. Yup, very teenage. Its something like High School Musical.
Quarantined, on the other hand, is a @%$#^&%&#@$%$ movie. Felt irritated after watching it and didn't want to pay for the tickets initially. Watching it was TOTALLY not my idea. Got thinking that it was some vampire comedy (according to someone's description). Kas seemed very eager to buy the tickets lol. Anyway, I would TOTALLY go against watching the movie. The shaking of the camera made me dizzy after just a few minutes and the scenes are ghastly, horrible and of nothing interesting. So don't watch it (unless u think u have too much $$).
Oh, and by the way NO MORE HORROR movies okay. I am afraid. Once is enough. Forever.

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Monday 01.12.08

Watched the Kung Fu Panda movie CD at home with my family. Didn't watched it at the cinemas since it was kinda near the exams. I think it is very motivating and touching too. Found the quotes interesting. An enjoyable cartoon movie.

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Sunday 30.11.08

Went with my family to West Coast Park and West Coast Plaza. Was feeling irritated initially due to the rain. But then I found that the coast is beautiful and unique, with the numerous sailing boats around. Yeah, The Sailing Club is just opposite. And would like to go there someday (if someone would bring me~) We also saw some wild ducks, which is extremely rare in Singapore, in some swamps there. They look cute swimming there. Then we went to West Coast Plaza saw some stilt-walkers there. Sadly, since most of the mall is still under renovation, there isn't a lot to see. Had dinner at Korean BBQ chicken (first time heard that restuarant).
And its nice. Worth eating at lah.

2008-12-04T23:46:00.002+08:00

Okay.. Time really flies.. and its December already. Well, I'm going to Guides Camp tomorrow. Long time never blog already.. Shall condense it into a super long post when I come back from there.

Till then.

I've read somewhere..

*In life, we seem to be always suffering, but when we look closer, its the mental turmoil we are experiencing.. physically, we are actually feeling alright.*

Yea.. How true. But knowing that don't make me feel better.

Randoms

2008-11-30T16:11:00.001+08:00

I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it~
At least, I guess so

Two Sides of ''Me" (A Poem)

2008-11-29T23:35:00.005+08:00

Read this poem today. It's from Taste Berry for teens #3. Thought its rather nice though..

TWO SIDES OF ME (by Mandy Flapester)

When I was young,
life was easy,
Summers were then,
Slow and breezy.

Now I'm a teen,
No more solitary voice,
It's a complicated life
Everything's a choice.

Once just Mandy,
Now me and she,
I'd like to say "I,"
But it's really "we"

There's me on the inside,
And me on the out,
It's confusing us both,
And keeps us in doubt.

When I look on the inside,
I see a girl who
Feels quite secure
And isn't demure.

She's sure of herself,
Refreshingly cool,
She can handle it all
And is so smart in school.

She's friendly and witty,
Commits to writing in ink,
And she doesn't much care
What anyone thinks.

But on the outside
Is a shy, timid girl,
Who feels insecure
And not all that sure.

A girl not in control
r gutsy,
Or cool,
And merely average in school.

Not pretty enogh
Quite often a klutz
Not graceful nor witty,
And thinks no one really likes her that much.

Inside and out,
How long will it be
Before I'm together
And there's just one of me?

Mandy Flaspeter, 18

2008-11-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

I think I took this quiz 2 yrs ago.. not much improvement in my left brain.. only 5%.. didn't know my brain is so extreme though..

You Are 10% Left Brained, 90% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

didn't know how i got my math results lah

More quizzes

2008-11-27T23:43:00.002+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to Kasturi who thinks I'm fan of quizzes.. hey I'm only 60% okay.. haha just kidding xD

You Are 60% Addicted to Blogthings

You're a Blogthings fiend - addicted but not totally dependent.

So what if you know your personality type by heart?

And while you may feel like Blogthings is crack...

There are people much worse off than you!

How Addicted To Blogthings Are You?

A 'Family Walkathon' (at least I think so)

2008-11-26T23:08:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, my parents brought us(my brother and I) for a long, long walk(which my Dad still says is nothing compared mountain treking days in his youth). So, after we went to PHPPS to submit my bro's sch choices, we took a bus to the back gate of Botanic Gardens. We started walking from there to the visitors centre. Saw nothing interesting, except a flock of 20 over birds chasing/following two toddlers after their family fed the birds. There was also this tree which looks kinda terrifying. From the visitors centre, we continued our walk to the front gate of botanic gardens.

By that time my bro and I were like already extremely tired out. Furthermore, when we walked out of Botanic Gardens, Mum told us that we would have to walk from there to Ngee Ann City, and we were like What?!!! But in the end, we still made it, and enjoyed the Christmas light-ups on our way. Hmm.. this year's design is not bad, but I still prefer last year's.

Okay, the other day I was looking down the window and saw two policemen talking to a woman seriously, and one of them was writing intensely on his notepad. This is kinda scary, to think that there is something wrong, and its also not the first seeing policemen ard here. I still remember that night I could here a woman's voice screaming "LEAVE ME ALONE!" "GO AWAY"! so loudly and continuosly that the whole neighbourhood could hear. Couldn't sleep easily that night..
and I guess I shouldn't say too much

2008-11-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.

You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.

Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.

The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

2008-11-24T23:30:00.001+08:00

Your True Sign Is Pisces

Kind

Dreamy

Gentle

Psychic

Idealist

Vulnerable

Empathetic

Introverted

What Sign Woman Are You, Really?

2008-11-24T23:20:00.001+08:00

You Are Bold When it Counts

You don't make a big fuss about getting what you want... unless it's really important to you.

Then you're as bold as you want to be. You just go for it!

You're often up for a little excitement and adventure. Well, as long as the cost isn't too great.

You enjoy risk, but not for it's own sake. Let's just say you've learned a few lessons about risk in your life.

Are You Bold?

2008-11-24T23:16:00.001+08:00

Your Thinking is Abstract and Random

You are flexible, adaptable, and creative.

There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them.

You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups.

You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths.

You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial.

You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

2008-11-24T23:07:00.001+08:00

You Are a Ragdoll Cat

You are extremely cute and cuddly. You are downright adorable.

Your personality matches your exterior. You are very laid back and sweet.

You don't really like the indoors. You prefer to stay inside where it's cozy.

Luckily, you are the perfect houseguest. You are polite and obedient.

What Breed of Cat Are You?

2008-11-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

You Are 72% Interesting

You are a fairly interesting person. Many people find you to be intriguing.

You have a dynamic, adventurous life... a life that others envy.

You are genuinely interested in and open to the world.

You love making new friends, and you're always up for an unusual experience.

Like everyone else, you can get a bit boring from time to time. That's normal.

But unlike everyone else, you can pull yourself out of a rut. You don't stay boring for long.

Are You Boring or Interesting?

Lost phone

2008-11-23T19:13:00.002+08:00

Nearly lost my phone.. yesterday I dropped it in the Lot1 library. The library was closed when I realised(except some staffs who were packing). Luckily some kind person returned it to the security guard earlier on the staffs returned it to me at its previous state. Thank you Lord! :D

Sentosa~

2008-11-21T21:02:00.007+08:00

Yesterday- went out with my family. During the morning, we had to go to PHPPS, since my bro had to get his PSLE results. Then we went to sentosa.

Ok, so we were at Sentosa Siloso Beach, and we were just walking on the beach and then sat on the rocks watching the waves. Halfway thru, an enormous wave swept right up the rocks and splashed on us. Of course, we were wetted and slightly annoyed.

Then we witnessed a wierd/funny (whatever u call it) incident. There was this girl who wanted to take a pic of a peacock, but this peacock just refuses to look at her and keep running away. That girl she ran a few metres, trying keep up with it to snap a photo. Then one of her guy friend(the Hero) tried to help.. and guess what? He chased it, and held it tightly by its tail while it tried to wriggle away. But the peacock was so afraid, it squawked loudly and fluffed up its feathers violently. This scared the guy, and when he let go of the peacock, it dashed at full speed ahead, and oops.. it crashed its head against a nearby tram, which was, fortunately, stationary. But the driver didn't see it, and hoot! the tram started moving! The wheels just missed the peacock by centimeters, and the peacock was so scared that with a loud squawk, it fled the scene, and within seconds, there left no trace of it, leaving a bewildered crowd of curious onlookers(which includes us la).

Nothing unusual happened for the rest of the day as we went to Vivo to have dinner.

Shall upload photos on a later date..

Grad Tea Photos

2008-11-21T20:10:00.012+08:00

Yeah I know its a long time since grad tea.. haven't had the time to upload photos.. so here they are..

This is a pic of some of the 4E5ers..
I don't look short in this shot yay :D

Zhiying, me, Cherlyn...

Dearest Cailin and Wanling :P..

Oh, and Kasturi was the star of the evening..
Everybody was looking out for her arrival!

New blog ^.^

2008-11-18T22:39:00.001+08:00

Yeah.. so I've finally created a blog, after not blogging for 2+ yrs. Well, it took quite a long time to choose a blogskin which is simple yet nice.. hope I can continue to blog for some time in the hols.

Oh, and since the holidays started I've feeling like I nearly lost count of the days already. One week ago there was still 2 papers to go and now it kinda feels like thats weeks ago. Was clearing a portion of my room this afternoon and that made me feel kinda emo. You know, just one to two months ago those worksheets and notes were still a huge part of our lives. Now,looking at those pieces of worksheets and notes, its hard to believe, hard to accept, and hard to ignore the fact that those will not be part of my life anymore. And some of them I don't even know they existed until now. Sad D:

Oh yes.. my mum gave me a number and ask me to call it. She wants me to find a job. And I'm still hesitating if I should call de.. shall make my mind tmr.. oh btw its a DVD shop or something like that I guess.

Till then.